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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

痛心痛心！

刚才去了仁杰说的recom看一看关于spm和华文成绩的论坛。结果没看完就关了游览器，弄到现在的心情很复杂，很伤心，很无奈，很失望。一些拿不到A1的同学大声喧闹说华文是什么‘killer',是超级难考的科目，是害到他们失去了申请奖学金的机会得罪魁祸首。他们的心情我自然明瞭，不能把自己的希望达成，谁能不伤心呢？可是JPA的名单又还没公布，又何必自己心里紧张而将所有不满推到华文的身上呢？即使拿不到奖学金，华文也不是被骂的对象呀！拿不到奖学金，难道就没有出路了吗？难道世界就如此让人灰心吗？失去一个千载万逢的机会的确可恨，可是也必须面对人生和将来。没有奖学金，没有出国念书，难道将来就没出息吗？问题并不是出于华文，华文并不难，是教育制度将它给典型为考试的难关。想想看，如果英语或马来文的A水准也被设到那么高的话，扪心自问，被骂的，被奚落的，又何止是华文？华文，一个被千年文化孕育出来的精华，岂能被一个人生的其中一个考验而被侮辱呢?这实在令人发指！知道自己受不起打击，当初为何选考呢？而且还鼓吹‘不考华文’风。。妈的，你们比那些香蕉人还不如！（对不起，有点失控了。嘻！）

hu....it took me a long time do this,but i just want to express my feelings..well,i dun expect ppl to agree with me. it is just purely my personal opinion, no hard feelings..no prejustice.. :P

posted by Mandy @ 6:30 PM  

8 Comments:

  • At 3/16/2005 07:45:00 PM, Blogger Mandy said…

    am i thinking too extremely? well,ok, let's say i am emotionally unstable..i did think what i would do if i were one of them, i knew, it's painful, but i wont discourage ppl not to take chinese, i wont blame chinese 'kill' me..who to blame? is the malaysian system..

     

  • At 3/16/2005 09:27:00 PM, Blogger Wearn said…

    Don't feel sad shien. Our power is too small. We cannot do anything. As long as we know we love chinese and we won't let it die, then it's ok. Stay cool man.. :D

     

  • At 3/17/2005 05:52:00 AM, Blogger Mandy said…

    yeah...wont let it die! :D
    no no no..i wanna stay hot...i want sunshine!!! when is Spring????
    Stay hot buddies!! :P

     

  • At 3/17/2005 02:18:00 PM, Blogger RJ said…

    I don't really know what I'll think if I were in those students' shoes. But, for now, I can say very sure that, even if I get A2 in Chinese, I'll not blame it as the killer...I'll just feel disappointed, as I am not up to the standard to get A1 (even though getting an A2 is already something to be proud of, since the graph is so high).
    I love chinese, this is of no doubt. If I were to study F6, I might take up Chinese also, even though a lot of people might discorage me doing so since no teachers in my school, or eventin my state, who teach Chinese. Anyway, i didn't do F6, so I've no say...
    So...what can we do? Just stay pessimistic and keep our fingers crossed, hoping that people won't give up taking chinese. I always applaud Xue Hai as it encourages students to take chinese.
    Remember the slogan? "Wo kao hua wen, wo jiang hua yu"
    LOVE OUR LANGUAGE!!!! :D

     

  • At 3/17/2005 07:02:00 PM, Blogger RJ said…

    The thread regarding this issue is getting out of control. Heck, i just can't understand why there are people who belittle chinese. And there are some statements like "you're born Malaysian, not Chinese. You're Malaysian first, before you're Chinese. If you want to be that 'Chinese' so badly, perhaps you should consider relocating to China once you're of legal age. Everyone there speaks your mother tongue as you call it.
    " and "What's wrong if I can't even recognoize 15 chinese characters?" and "So what if you can or cannot speak mandarin?" bla bla bla...
    Heck, I can't really argue back. What I can say is 心痛...There are people who mengagung-agungkan bahasa inggeris (don't laugh if i mix malay in my sentences...:p). There are those who look down to chinese, and feel that it's not worth learning...whatever it is, i can't really affect them to change their perspective. But, I AM I, I have the choice to continue preserve my language, and love my language...What's wrong with doing so? I still can speak Malay and English...So what???? "Chooi meh?" At least, I think that identity is important...I like my identity BEING A MALAYSIAN CHINESE, who is able to speak the main three languages, and some other dialects...Even though I can really say I can master all of them well, but then, i just like the way i am now....
    Shit, I really get frustrated when i see there are people out there degrade chinese and try to prevent chinese vernacular schools being built...
    They never know how hard it is to build a chinese school...they never know how much of sacrifice it takes to run a chinese school...they never know the problems plaguing our chinese schools...they will never ever know if they remain indifferent and oppose about anything regarding chinese...But we, those chinese educated one, we KNOW, don't we? And we take pain to learn chinese (ok, to me, it's not a pain at all, it's a PLEASURE). We understand how the situation is going on....and heck, don't ever try to deny the efforts and contributions that we have!!!!!!!!!

    I admit I am very emotional right now...F***, just feel so outrageous when i read those posts. What's wrong with liking chinese, learning chinese and trying to show concern regarding chinese education in our country?????????????????????

     

  • At 3/17/2005 09:07:00 PM, Blogger Wearn said…

    Ren Jie, I feel as sad as you after I read te posts.. Because they are never exposed to chinese, or chinese's thinking, they never understand why we emphasize so much on our mother tongue. Don't blame them. They don't have the chance. Sad.

     

  • At 3/18/2005 10:27:00 AM, Blogger Mandy said…

    yeah..i read those posts too..even though i told myself not to follow, i still read..the topic just concerns me.
    yeah..i am as sad as u were..very very sad..i read that post too..heart wrenching while reading such a cruel bombard on the language.

    i agree with wearn, they will never understand..never. They thought they are right, because they never know the truth. They feel they are the high-classed chinese in malaysia, they are just never exposed to the real world. They wont survive when they step out of their shells, English people emphasize identity too..they wont salute those degrading their own roots..

    I was born in Malaysia, I love Malaysia, I love Chinese. I love being a Chinese who knows Chinese. I am proud of myself, proud of having chance to learn Chinese, thankful of having chance to finish my primary and secondary education in Chinese dominated schools..grateful of having chances to have great teachers in instilling my interest of the language..I appreciate that i have a chance to read all those works published by those greatest writers..

    they are just jealous, u c..they dont have the chance we have..they dont want to admit that.so they talk bad to hide their inferiority...

     

  • At 3/19/2005 08:43:00 AM, Blogger Mandy said…

    yeah..i read those posts too..even though i told myself not to follow, i still read..the topic just concerns me.
    yeah..i am as sad as u were..very very sad..i read that post too..heart wrenching while reading such a cruel bombard on the language.

    i agree with wearn, they will never understand..never. They thought they are right, because they never know the truth. They feel they are the high-classed chinese in malaysia, they are just never exposed to the real world. They wont survive when they step out of their shells, English people emphasize identity too..they wont salute those degrading their own roots..

    I was born in Malaysia, I love Malaysia, I love Chinese. I love being a Chinese who knows Chinese. I am proud of myself, proud of having chance to learn Chinese, thankful of having chance to finish my primary and secondary education in Chinese dominated schools..grateful of having chances to have great teachers in instilling my interest of the language..I appreciate that i have a chance to read all those works published by those greatest writers..

    they are just jealous, u c..they dont have the chance we have..they dont want to admit that.so they talk bad to hide their inferiority...

     

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